Crime doesn't pay!

5:53PM - Hellooooo I have a fella!!!

Hey it's me back once agian from the dead! Dammit I hate not having the internet. Anyway I have a boyfriend! woop de woop! He's lovely. His name's Ben and he's as random as me (which is always a good thing!) He's 22 and works full time. Treats me like a princess and he is coming to the leavers ball with me. Can't wait to get all suited and booted!
Uni's alright, I failed a module but I'll just re-take it over the summer. Please send some comments and let me know how y'all are doing. I MISS YOU NEWPORT POSSE!!!!!
Love and squidges
Samii
xoxoxoxoxoxox

4:32PM - Dunno if it's true but....hey

Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss"

You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive

Here's hoping my prince charming can whisk me away.
x

4:31PM - Back from the dead

Hello my chickidees!!! Sorry it's been an ample amount of time since I last posted, but I've had a lot on my mind! Just finished a set design project, where we had to build a set from scratch in the photographic studio's and model in each scenario. I't was uber fun! Been hanging out with Ellie a lot more recently and we've shared some wicked times.
I'm finally finding my feet again and appreciating the things I have rather than looming on the unobtainable. My friends as per usual have been as precious as diamonds, and they say that diamonds are a girl's best friend! It's my birthday soon! YAYAYAY!!!!!!! I'll be 20! (I know still a babba.) Gonna go out and get leathered dressed as a cheerleader (eek). I want only one rule on the big day which is - leave your troubles by the front door, because I think I deserve a really good night without anyone upsetting me.
John and I are still not talking properly, which is my decision, because I can't deal with anymore heartache and misery (which I think is fair). He seems to find it so easy to talk to people of the fairer sex, and I stumble over my own tounge when I quite like someone. I think it may stem from not being single since the age of 16, but he is in this prediciment too. I dunno maybe I'm just shit. I was asked out on a date by a random guy on valentines night, but when it came to saturday, I waited at the pub for him for 40mins, to experience a no show! It was VERY humiliating. Oh well, thats men for you eh?
On a lighter note, my mum got her test results back for her spinal curviture effects and they are all clear. The first bit of wonderful news I'd heard in ages.
It would be lovely to hear from you wonderful people soon.
Lots of love and squidgy bits
Samii
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

3:49PM - BLAH

After reading John's drunken post about how shit everything was it made me wonder why I bother at all anymore. The 'People' he was reffering to was me as I foolishly tried to help him home, yet finding that all it resolves in is abuse. I don't need this anymore. I've officialy learnt my lesson tho, which is not to help him in any way anymore. I don't want to suffer more heartache for trying to be a friend. I'm sorry you have to read this John but I can't help the fact that I'm pissed off. I have officialy decided now that if he rings me at a ridiculous time, even if I'm still awake, I will not answer it. I know this sounds harsh but I've been trying my upmost to be friends, which I'm finding very difficult cos I still love him, and I get it thrown back in my face.
In other news, my work is going shit, I have little time to do a lot of work. I have no job so I'm peniless, I need a f**king HOLIDAY!!!!!!
I love you all and a special thanks to Ellie for listening to my troubles over the phone whilst she was in Oxford. I realise you were all very nervous and didn't really need a crying Samii on the other end of the phone.

Yours miserably
Samii
xoxoxoxoxoxo

3:38PM

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last Wednesday I gave dr_ghost a kidney (1000 points). In September I pulled over and changed _zak's flat tire (15 points). Last Friday I caught a purse-snatcher who stole odeevil_jazz's purse (30 points). In October on a flight to Pakistan, I stole the emergency flight information card (-40 points). In January I set janglong's puppy on fire (-66 points). Overall, I've been nice (939 points). For Christmas I deserve a new dolly! Sincerely, kitten_gal

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3:28PM

Samantha
Listener : Aramaic


Extremely intelligent in thought and deed you are gifted at communication and finding practical applications for your ideas. You are strong willed and ambitious and need to have passion, freedom and adventure in your life. Always willing to help others your warm, honest and loyal nature ensures that you are loved by all. It is likely that you will achieve a great deal of success and recognition in life.

Louise


You are fairminded, wise and peaceloving and are always willing to help others. Your mental capabilities and creativity are well marked with wonderful and original ideas which you need to bring to tangible fruition. Perceptive and understanding of others your positive approach to life and influential nature means that you have leadership qualities. There is great potential for success both financially and spiritually.

Ottaway


With your charismatic personality and persuasive powers you naturally attract all the good things in life which you could want. Kind, generous and sincere you are a good friend and partner with strong attachments to home and family. You are ambitious and have sound business acumen, this together with a natural love of life ensures that you enjoy success financially and in your relationships.

Although none of this feels true at the moment it was quite uplifting to find out.

3:49PM - Empty

Part of my life has been taken away and it feels like I have lost a limb. I tried to promise myself that I wouldn't get this het up about a bloke but you can't do that when it comes to your feelings or matters of the heart. Plain and simple, I miss him. I can't stand the fact that I no longer have him to cuddle up to at night, I can't cuddle him and kiss him on the head. I can't call him my sweetheart and I can't love him anymore, because he is not mine to love. My friends have been fantastic, I couldn't wish for better, but at the end of the day I miss having John around to hold me and make it alright again. I probably need time alone but I have false hope that he will call me, like last time, and it will all be ok again. We'll love each other equally and our split will be a thing of the past. I say my hope is false because this time I know that it won't happen.
If you are reading this John, don't think that I have written this post to get back at you, or make you angry, because those are not my intentions. I just needed to take time in blurting out my feelings because it needs to be done.

I am crying as i type.
I'm sorry.

Samii

9:22PM - mong!!!

Went to see Harry Potter today! Woop Woop!! it was wicked. I was really looking forward to seeing it and it certainly didn't disappoint. John and I made a wicked amount of money with the help of a few mates for children in need. Over £1000!! We are both really chuffed (and tired!)
Hope everything is well with everyone else. I'd like to know from Kath what her Clout vinal is like so get posting sweetie. I hear that Alex is in sunny (but cold) Exeter this weekend so it'd be good to catch up.
Well signing off for now
Samii
xxxxxxx

4:25PM - My World of Warcraft Character (If I had one!)

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Gnomes are strange little things. Fascinated with gadgets and shiny things, gnomes are often plotting and planning - but are pretty smart, despite all the explosions. As a rogue, you're always looking out for number one. You aren't afraid to do whatever it takes to win - and if things take a turn for the worse, you can always vanish into the night... Just don't run out of flash powder.

Find out your real-life WoW race and class at QuizGalaxy.com

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4:16PM - Ha Ha!!! Like that'll ever happen!

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4:09PM

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I thought this was sooooo true! My outcome was the same as Kath's so I typed in John's instead.

Samii
oxoxoxoxo

4:23PM - uni sucks assssss!

Well my friends it's happened again! The loveable Samii you all know and want to hold your child has crashed and burned! I'm feeling at an all time low and I can't explain it. John has been wonderful in trying to cheer me up and his persistance is saintly but I can't seem to bring myself back up to cloud 9, without a quick bump up the ass from my good ol' friend reality. Children in Need is selling.......very slowly. My photography motivation seems to just be constantly hitting the metiforical brick wall, and I'm really not feeling all that well either. I'm going home tonight but I know I'm gonna get stick off of my rents about my money situation, Sophie is gonna want me to play on the playstation the second I get in the door, and Graham is gonna find something to pick on me for.
All in all I just wish I was able to create wonderful photographs, that i enjoy making in the process. My next project is about UTOPIAS and I want to create some flambouyant sets and costumes for these shots. David lachapelle, director of Christinas Dirrty video and creator of all things fake and candy coloured, is my absolute idol and I would love to have the ability to create sets like he does. I f any of you guys have any ideas about how I can create these kinds of set on a low budget, have any ideas bout their own personal utopias and how I can interperate that in a theatrical set, then pleeeaaassseeee don't hesitate to comment on this.
I love you all and hope to cheer up soon. Again I am sorry that this entry is so negative, but positivity don't come cheap at the mo.

Take care of yourselves
Samii

6:43AM - Wick Wknd

Been a busy weekend!!!!!
Lots of music and jollities. Saw Ellie perform on friday which was wick! Saw mine and John's friend' s band play at the blackie and they were spiggin' awsome, and then went to amber rooms for cocktails on sunday, before I performed in the globe with the jazz band. I think that went ok, but i was very nervous. It was wonderful seeing Iain, Kath and Moss again, I really missed them after spending so much time with them over the summer. It feels like an absence has been filled. i hope they enjoyed their stay here. John and I will have to come up to Wales again soon, and also Oxford to see the kiddies again.
I'm in the UPSU office printing off more children in need stuff for friday! So scared that it's all gonna go tits up, but fingers crossed it'll all go without a hitch. So far I have raised £60 through my own sponsering, but that means I have 30 cream pies coming my way on friday, as a result of this!! EEEP!!

Anyway better get on, busy, busy,busy.

Scratch ya later

Samii lou poo

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

9:31PM - MOST HAUNTED!!!!

I'm starting my chilling Halloween with a Most Haunted night. I'm surrounded with wonderful people and one of my best friends. I miss John like anything because he is in Cardiff tonight watching Lee Evans (the bastard!) My uni work is going badley but with five projects on the go i'm not surprised. Feeling a bit low at the mo. Not quite with it. Wish things could just all be fine. Don't know how to spend my time wisely and it's all getting on top of me now. Hope tomorrow goes well. I'm dressing as Lila from Futurama for the union's Halloween party. John's working though so I won't be able to see him all night. Stress from my flat is getting me down. Rich and Ali are constantly upset with each other, Mike thinks I have an 'attitude problem' and that I hurt people by opening my mouth at all, and I never know where I stand with Sarah. especially when I don't give her my undivided attention 24 hours a day, 7 days a week.
Sorry this is such an angry post I'm just not my usual chirpy, happy normal self at the mo. Just wish I had john to cuddle me and make it all better.

Anyway scratch ya later guys

Samii
x

P.S My debit card got eaten today, just to top it all off!!

1:50PM

I am back!! Like a wake up call from the dead
I've been incredibly busy! Uni is a bit poo but I'm starting to get back on track. My nan passed away a week ago. Went to the funeral, very sad *Meep*

My superhero life seems a bit dull, apart from beeing with John and new flat mates *yay* but no kicking severe ass for a while (I kinda miss it)

There was an incident last night however in quiet little Exeter, not too far away from John's house. Someone got murdered in the local launderette! *eep* Unfortunatly I wasn't able to get there in time to save the day, but it was my night off and I was on my way to get pissed!

Feeling unwell, my powers are failing me today. Might just go home and have a threesome with my two favourite friends.... Ben & Jerry!!!

scratch ya later
Kitten Gal aka Samii
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

8:46PM - How I Saved The World Today!!

Well....where do I begin. Being a crime fighter is a tough business. I was busy climbing tree's, licking my own ass and just generally being 'cat-like' when out of nowhere, I get swiped out of my litter tray by none other than the evil Dr.Splash!!
He tells me to leave spider-matt and run away with him! Spider-matt may be a bit rubbish but i love him to bits!
Anyway, i claim innocence and he proceeded to take me to his lair! He strapped me to his surfboard, and told me to pray for all nine of my lives! He got the cat repellent out but i was tough..... (the ball of string got me a bit side tracked though!!)
I was there all night but i wouldn't talk! The laser was homing in and i wondered where spider-matt was (he always takes his time!). I had had enough! I broke free from the board and slapped him upside the head! I threw in some nifty kung-fu for good measure, when spider-matt came crashing through the window.
I told him what had happened, and this concerned spider-matt.
"DR.SPLASH!", he exclaimed, "I thought I could trust you".
"You do not deserve Kitten Gal, I DO AND SHE WILL BE MINE!!"
They dual it out and Spider-matt webs him into a 'sticky'(geddit?) situation.
All is safe.....for now.
But just remember kids, crime doesn't pay....my wages are rubbish!

Please comment on my day if you feel the need.
All my LUFF!!! x X x X x X x X x

9:47PM - aaahhh.......hallo?

I'm new! I dont know what the hell is going on! And my defences are down! My powers feel week! *pose*

But I MUST go on! *determined*

I've been a super hero... well, all my life really! My boyfriend is SPIDY-MATT! ((like spiderman, but only more rubbish.))

With what ever time I have to myself, I like nothing more than to put my paws up read a book and pop open a bottle of wine.

I also like the bonein. ^_^ But thats another story...